SO Sad

So my little sister left to start her freshman year at Purdue. Can you believe she is old enough to go to college??!! Now I have the chance to be an only child. My older sister is gone for the weekend and I am lonely here all by myself:( But MAD day is coming up and I will be able to see the mybestist friends!! You know, life is funny. It is amazing how one decision can change your life. I mean I chose nursing as my career and once I get my licence I will be a nurse and have to work. I really want to choose the right hospital, the right place to live, i think i made the right career choice. The way I am feeling now, i really dont know what to do. I feel like everyone is moving on, working, married, engaged, (Congates Rashell) and I am just here. Am I were God wants me to be? I wish I had a book that had my life all planned out so I knew where I should move my next pon to. Okay, so I sound like I am depressed or something. Im not, just sad at the moment that I dont have my Ruthie,

Well, I am signing off for now. . . .