Thank you Amanda for the cheering up last night:) It was great to just talk and laugh

SO Sad

So my little sister left to start her freshman year at Purdue. Can you believe she is old enough to go to college??!! Now I have the chance to be an only child. My older sister is gone for the weekend and I am lonely here all by myself:( But MAD day is coming up and I will be able to see the mybestist friends!! You know, life is funny. It is amazing how one decision can change your life. I mean I chose nursing as my career and once I get my licence I will be a nurse and have to work. I really want to choose the right hospital, the right place to live, i think i made the right career choice. The way I am feeling now, i really dont know what to do. I feel like everyone is moving on, working, married, engaged, (Congates Rashell) and I am just here. Am I were God wants me to be? I wish I had a book that had my life all planned out so I knew where I should move my next pon to. Okay, so I sound like I am depressed or something. Im not, just sad at the moment that I dont have my Ruthie,

Well, I am signing off for now. . . .

WOW Where has the time gone??

So gradution has come and gone! Summer has been sailing bye! I have gone to Colorado for a meeting (my dad's) and was able to see a friend who moved out there about 6 months or more ago. I found out two of the greatest people in the world have past the state board exam!! Congrades guys!! I have been busy around here, mowing, mulching for my grandma, 4-H time has come and gone and now it is state fair time! I would recommend it to anyone. You will ahve a blast! Oh we now have a ginnie! Dad came home and asked where we got it at, it was running around trying to get into our chicken lot!! We called some people, but no one has come to pick it up yet. Let me tell you, they are quite loud and annoying!!!!

Right now in my life, I really want to go and do mission work. I would give anything to go to another country and work with the children and adults. I know I have to trust God and work in God's time frame for everything, when I become a nurse, when I find a loving husband with similar desires for the mission field, when I can do missions and so on.......
I think I am going to miss going back to school, believe it or not! I think the gathering of all of us in the same school with the same major is quite a bonding experience! I miss everyone :(